Rant-A-Link

Give me a break

laughingpills86 — Tue, 31 Jan 2012 08:49:15 +0000

2 more weeks and then I’m out of here. I seriously need a break from everything at the moment. This is not good for my health, my emotional state and certainly not for anyone around me. Arggh, if only I had a time-machine. Wouldn’t you like to know I’d travel forward or back in time?

And just one last thing…

laughingpills86 — Tue, 31 Jan 2012 08:47:00 +0000

Dreamed that my grandfather passed away in the middle of the night at 3am last Saturday. Do dreams really mean anything?

Two-faced

laughingpills86 — Tue, 31 Jan 2012 08:44:59 +0000

Is everything really what it seems on the front? is nothing true anymore? I mean seriously! How incredibly annoying and frustrating is it that you can’t trust not a single person. I mean seriously! WTF!

I’m just incredibly annoyed at the moment and could care less that someone might actually read this angry post and it will bite me in the ass in the near future.

Seriously. FUCK YOU. FUCK OFF.

Shit Day.

laughingpills86 — Tue, 31 Jan 2012 08:42:12 +0000

When all you need is just more shit coming. Nice one everybody!

Weirdest dream EVER!

laughingpills86 — Sat, 07 Jan 2012 22:16:21 +0000

Omg! I had the most bizarre dream last night! I was classmates with NigaHiga, Zack Addy, Temperance Brennan and goodness know who else. The school assessment was a glee-like stage performance and I don’t think I did that well. NigaHiga was the star performer and strangely enough the scoring system was like the one we had in SAM. Haha and with my trial results all I could get into was this college called The Yellow School of Education. Racist much?

Like I said… Weird huh?

Rested

laughingpills86 — Sun, 11 Dec 2011 07:59:13 +0000

It’s been a long time since I’ve spent time on my own. Doing nothing but reflecting and relaxing. Oh not exactly nothing I guess, I did 5 loads of laundry including my sheets, cooked, cleaned the house and also did some ironing.

On a different note, I went to JB-Hifi yesterday and almost bought out the whole store. Everyone waiting in line had only maybe an item or two but I had The Sopranos, Nurse Jackie, Castle and Adele’s live concert.

Guess what I did today and yesterday? I watch the whole season of Castle and I’m almost done with season one of NJ. This is what I call BLISS!

Surrounded

laughingpills86 — Wed, 07 Dec 2011 10:42:12 +0000

It wasn’t until earlier today that I realised that I have somehow surrounded myself with people that are so inspiring.

I can’t imagine myself in another setting, in another place and I think that’s very blessed of me to be able to say so.

Most people I know hate waking up in the morning, hating the routine of the upcoming day. I for one, love it. Don’t get me wrong, there are some days when I just can’t be bothered, but as soon as I step into the pharmacy… I feel like I belong. Like I have a sense of purpose, a mission to accomplish.

It hasn’t been the easiest year for me, a couple of times I was actually scared shitless. Nevertheless, it’s never to late to continue trying my best.

Here’s to a better tomorrow.

25

laughingpills86 — Wed, 07 Dec 2011 10:21:21 +0000

I heard that you’re settled down
That you found a girl and you’re married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it
I had hope you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
That for me, it isn’t over

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

-Adele-

It’s amazing how much you can have in common. Me and Adele.

Let’s talk feelings

laughingpills86 — Sun, 04 Dec 2011 11:26:44 +0000

Devastation is when someone tells you “No one will want you even if you wear a miniskirt.” Worse if you were 13 when you first heard this.

I’m on a roll!

laughingpills86 — Sun, 16 Oct 2011 11:12:36 +0000

“Titanium”
(feat. Sia)

[Sia:]
You shout it out
But I can’t hear a word you say
I’m talking loud not saying much
I’m criticized but all your bullets ricochet
You shoot me down, but I get up

[Chorus:]
I’m bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won’t fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won’t fall
I am titanium

[Sia:]
Cut me down
But it’s you who have further to fall
Ghost town, haunted love
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones
I’m talking loud not saying much

[Sia:]
Stone-hard, machine gun
Firing at the ones who run
Stone-hard, those bulletproof glass

[Chorus:]
You shoot me down but I won’t fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won’t fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won’t fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won’t fall
I am titanium
I am titanium